想问天你在哪里，也尝试问问我自己。原来你不只是住在我心里， 而已。。

Addiction

I'm addicted to gambling and smoking. People says admission to addiction is the first step to curing it. I mean provided the person is willing to be cure of it.

These 2 years has been very bad. (haha..from a gambler point of view)I've lost so much money that I don't even dare to count it. Today I cried so much..it has been so long since I've cried...I audited my life till now, and the result was a big E. Of course its not a F, I've so many things to count my blessings. But its sad that I should have been able to give so many of my blessings so much more. I'm getting nonsensical again....bye

Chinese Lunar New Year

Its Chinese New Year again. One of the largest festivals celebrated in the whole by billions, at least. I think most single friends at my age faces the same questions: when you getting married lah...blah blah. Sigh...I think everything is fine about CNY except for the stupid rule that as long as you are not married, you are considered a child and adults are still expected to give you red packets. They should have set a clear and defined criteria, like the age of 30 and above etc.