Addiction

I'm addicted to gambling and smoking. People says admission to addiction is the first step to curing it. I mean provided the person is willing to be cure of it.

These 2 years has been very bad. (haha..from a gambler point of view)I've lost so much money that I don't even dare to count it. Today I cried so much..it has been so long since I've cried...I audited my life till now, and the result was a big E. Of course its not a F, I've so many things to count my blessings. But its sad that I should have been able to give so many of my blessings so much more. I'm getting nonsensical again....bye