对不起。。。

我真的知道一切都是我的错，希望有一天你会原谅我。。

I've always believed in Karma. Recently I did something so evil that I couldn't even pen it down. no i didn't kill/rob/rape/steal/hit anyone...but I guess it is much worse...please forgive me..please...

to say that I'm at a all time low point of my life is an understatement right now...

If only I could hear her "live"

Happenings

So many things happened this past 3 months, didn't really feel like blogging though.

1. I realised I'm really getting old. Why? Because I felt my balls shrinking; I turn down an offer to be permanently based in China to head the HR office there with like 80% increment. Maybe a couple of years ago, I would have sign on the offer letter before you can bat your eyelid...sigh..now, 1. No guts 2. Comfort zone 3. No confidence/drive 4. too many considerations.

2. Got promoted one year into this new company...

3. currently considering another job offer...

4. Lose alot alot alot in gambling

5. alot of other things..